||[Nov. 13th, 2003|04:59 pm]
but we wouldn't want to put down the ice cream.
Today I ate 6 pieces of texas toast. That is NOT on the diet. I had scrambled eggs for breakfast, not a lot either, I had the same amount my almost four year old had, and then for lunch I had a bowl of chicken noodle soup. Why couldn't I stop at that?? Why'd I have to eat the toast?? If I would have had some cigarettes here, I wouldn't have ate. Either way I'm gonna die. Fat and full of cancer. ugh.
Did any of you watch Oprah today?? Holy crap did you see that womans tits??? She lost 200lbs and wore a 44 iii at one time, and her boobs are sagging so badly. Wow, that was scary. I'm afraid if I lose a lot of weight my boobs are gonna look hideous too. I mean, after she lost all that weight, her boobs sagged PAST her BELLY BUTTON!!! EW!! But I guess thats why she had the plastic surgery huh? lol ew, just gross.
I think that I'm going to have a physical done and ask about a gastric bypass. I know, its radical, and there are a lot of complications that come along, but, I have done so many diets and what not and still look like ass. Its the lazy way out of being fat, but if I could just get down to a 'normal' size, then I would have more energy and be able to go work out. I wouldn't have to worry about people looking at my gigantic ass jiggle as I did a treadmill. ugh. fat sucks.
Has anyone else thought about gasteric bypass?